it's kind of pathetic but i really don't care...

for the past month i have been walking past the food collection table at church. we collect food for our "sister" congregation, a church we support in the inner city. anyway, my mouth starts watering because of all the food and i'm always so hungry, then i feel guilty because i want to take some of it. i'm hungry too i think, not that anyone in the congregation would ever assume one of their own is in the same boat as the people they collect for. anyway, i'm not complaining, i'm just sayin' is all, just sort of admitting this happens and those have been my thoughts about it. on a happy note, i'm glad ramen is only like $1.57 for a 6 pack...makes a somewhat tasty meal for cheap, so i can spend my money on real food for when my boys are with me.